a lot of random issues.

This life that im living is very hard sometimes. Everyone thinks that kids have it so easy and we have nothing to deal with, well to everyone who thinks or has said that they are WRONG. life is hard for us. we have to deal with school, friends, work [if we're old enough], parents, and any other responsibilities that we may have. For me and other people, school is difficult. We have teachers who we cant handle. we have peer pressure. theres gossip, smoking, drinking, backstabbing, and liars. we have to face them everyday. we have to face people totally different than us. which isnt always bad but sometimes it can be. we have all these things to deal with, and most people hold it in.

a lot of teens think that there parents wont understnad what there going through, we have or think that we have absolutely no one to rely on with these things. well i have to say that im privaleged. allthough sometimes i cant talk to my parents about things, i can always depend on my leaders at church. i stay in contact with at least 2 everyday. Everyone needs someone to rely on. No matter how old they are, if there related to you, if you hardly even know them. trust me, you need someone to rely on. oh yea. i have someone else that goes everywhere with me. i can talk to him anywhere, anytime, and no matter what its about. GOD. GOD is my everything. without him i would be living in hell right now probably. i wouldnt have amazing friends i have. i would prolly be a low life who smoked and drinked with people. i mean idk. GOD has my life. i talk to him during everytning class at school. One especially, MATH.

i hate that class so much. my teacher thinks that if we talk, we're talking about her. if we talk to someone next to us, its automatically not about math. i mean she is amazingly too strict. she doenst know how to be a teacher. she is slow at talking. she teaches us something different each day. she never answers our questions. i cant wait till these four months are up. Im out of middle school and into high school. where no one knows me except for my friends.

later

i hate where i am.

i hate where i am right now. i am stuck in the middle of life. where i have no choice of what i want to do or what i dont want to. i have to go to school. i have to do my chores. i have to do my homework. i have to do all this stuff that everyone tells me that i have to do. i hate where i am because i cant drive yet but only one more year. i hate where i am because i feel like i am trapped somewhere where i dont want to be. i hate where i am because i feel like i'm not trusted by who i am around. i hate where i am because of my teachers at school. i hate where i am cuz i'm in band, the most gayest thing on earth is wear. i hate where i am because i dont have a choice or a say in anything i want to do or dont want to do. i feel llike i'm trapped in hatrid. i hate where i am.

a good example of why i hate where i am is because i might be moving soon and i have no choice if i want to or not. i hate where i am in life right now because i feel like i am being dragged around in circles by the same situation over and over and over and i'm so tired of it. i wish that it would end. i hope i dont move but yet i dont have a choice in it. i go wherever my mom goes and that's it.

peace.
love

Moving...

i'm moving to charleston...and like i'm soo sad. cuz i dont want to leave newspring and stuff. but i'll be up here two weekends out of the month.

awesomness

ok so tonite i had a really amazing expierence by God. sorry to leave yo hanging but i will post more tomorrow
bye love

beyond believe

i was just listening to Fire Fall Down. and i was thinking back to camp this summer and GOD did some really unbelivable things there. Ok so like on Wed. night we had a really really powerful night. like GOD was there. i believe that everyone felt him there. everyone had the holy spirit in them. that night GOD spoke to me and told me that i need to do something. but i'm not sure wat i need to be doing. but GOD is soo unbelievable, he does things for us or to us when we least diserve it. sometimes i have no clue why GOD does the things he does. but then i remember he died for us on the cross. he gave his life up for us. for us. he gave up his life so that we could live the best life anyone could. and before newspring i believed that GOD all these things but this past summer GOD slapeed me and i woke up. I noticed that he loved us and that he is just totally unbelievable. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART. and perry told us something at camp that sent goosebumps all over me. I love him. perrry told us that when they built the auditorium that seats i think 2,500 people. they planeed it for US. us as in both youth groups, ignite and fuse. i think we can do it. all it takes it US and God. and which we have both so i think that we can do it. we jjust need to pray and get out there. i mean reach your school. that is wat i'm gonna try and do this year. i'm gonna try to reach as many people at my school and bring them to ignite.

Also i feel like i'm growing farther away from GOD and so just pray for me about that. and pray for ignite and fuse and newspring in a whole!

Pray For Me!!!

pray for me on this topic.

i feel like i should be doin something that i'm not. i feel like i dont know wat is going on anymore. i feel lost. just everything. my life away from church feels messed up. and i dont know why. i feel like i'm missin a part of my life. i feel like i should be doin something that i'm not.

like i just dont know wat to do. just please pray for me.

i<3u

6th graders

ok so i've been thinking and i think a lot of people need to pray for ignite. cuz we have new 6th graders comin in and some of them may not know Christ so just pray for ignite and everyone there.

love
Kayla