12/30/2006

a lot of random issues.

This life that im living is very hard sometimes. Everyone thinks that kids have it so easy and we have nothing to deal with, well to everyone who thinks or has said that they are WRONG. life is hard for us. we have to deal with school, friends, work [if we're old enough], parents, and any other responsibilities that we may have. For me and other people, school is difficult. We have teachers who we cant handle. we have peer pressure. theres gossip, smoking, drinking, backstabbing, and liars. we have to face them everyday. we have to face people totally different than us. which isnt always bad but sometimes it can be. we have all these things to deal with, and most people hold it in.

a lot of teens think that there parents wont understnad what there going through, we have or think that we have absolutely no one to rely on with these things. well i have to say that im privaleged. allthough sometimes i cant talk to my parents about things, i can always depend on my leaders at church. i stay in contact with at least 2 everyday. Everyone needs someone to rely on. No matter how old they are, if there related to you, if you hardly even know them. trust me, you need someone to rely on. oh yea. i have someone else that goes everywhere with me. i can talk to him anywhere, anytime, and no matter what its about. GOD. GOD is my everything. without him i would be living in hell right now probably. i wouldnt have amazing friends i have. i would prolly be a low life who smoked and drinked with people. i mean idk. GOD has my life. i talk to him during everytning class at school. One especially, MATH.

i hate that class so much. my teacher thinks that if we talk, we're talking about her. if we talk to someone next to us, its automatically not about math. i mean she is amazingly too strict. she doenst know how to be a teacher. she is slow at talking. she teaches us something different each day. she never answers our questions. i cant wait till these four months are up. Im out of middle school and into high school. where no one knows me except for my friends.

later